Maines Mass Shooter's Suicide Note: Shocking Confession Of An EXTREMELY Broken Mind

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In a chilling revelation, the suicide note of Robert Card, the man behind Maine's deadliest mass shooting, has been made public.

The note was part of a massive release of 3,000 files that shed light on the horrifying details of the massacre that took place at a Lewiston bowling alley and bar in October last year.

According to the Daily Mail, the attack, which left 18 dead and 13 injured, sparked a massive manhunt for Card, who was later found dead in a trailer two days after the bloodbath.

In his handwritten suicide note, Card's tormented state of mind was laid bare. "Don't let the truth get in the way of a good story," he wrote. "I guess I just wanted to play cornhole with my hot girlfriend and be left the (expletive) alone." The note suggests a man in distress, recently abandoned by his partner who was supposed to be at the same bowling alley he targeted. An FBI profile included in the released documents states that she was not present during the attack, "but easily could have been."

The documents also paint a grim picture of the immediate aftermath of the attack. Officers in pursuit of the suspect had to walk past dying victims pleading for help. Lewiston Officer Keith Caouette wrote, "They grab at our legs and try to stop us and we cannot help them. We have to walk by and continue to search and hope they are alive when we come back around." The officers' accounts highlight the heart-wrenching reality of the situation, with one man dying before Officer Caouette could return to him.

The magnitude of the attack led some officers to believe they were dealing with an act of domestic terrorism. Auburn Lt. Steven Gosselin wrote, "I truly felt like we were at war," reflecting the intensity of the situation marked by a heavy police presence and flashing blue lights. The scene inside the bowling alley and bar was equally horrifying, with blood and flesh scattered throughout the business and the heavy odor of gunpowder mixed with burning flesh hanging in the air.

The law enforcement response was immense, with 16 SWAT teams, officers from 14 different agencies, eight helicopters, additional airplanes, and an underwater recovery team. State police Lt. Tyler Stevenson wrote, "I have experienced several large-scale manhunts in my career, but this was, by far, the largest manhunt I have been a part of."

The investigation into the shooting was thorough, with officers using lasers to map the shooting scenes, searching Tracfone purchases at a Walmart in case Card had a burner phone, and even retrieving data from the infotainment system of Card's Subaru. A person who played cornhole with Card described him as "in his own little world, but not in a bad or awkward way."

Card, an Army reservist, had been exhibiting increasingly erratic behavior in the months leading up to the shooting. Despite attempts by the police to engage with him, they failed to enact the state's 'yellow flag' laws, which allow officers to remove guns from vulnerable individuals. A state commission deemed this a clear failure in March, although Sagadahoc Sheriff Joel Merry maintains his team acted appropriately based on the information they had.

By October 19, Card had started hearing voices, according to a report from a person working at a store he delivered bread to. The report stated that Card knew the voices were talking about him and ominously warned, "maybe you will be the ones I snap on."

The investigation was further complicated by pranksters who hindered the police's efforts, including false tips and one person claiming to be Card on TikTok using an audio filter. The documents were published on Friday before the website crashed, with officials in Maine stating they should be available again by 5pm Monday. The release of these documents serves as a stark reminder of the tragic event and the urgent need for effective measures to prevent such incidents in the future.